No Time Left to Wait

We are deep into the political season as the wingnuts all run for the Republican nomination for President and Progessives foam at the mouth declaring how bad Hilary the Corporatist is versus Bernie the nice old favorite uncle of everybody.

I’m tired.

In the last four years I’ve lost my job, I’ve exhausted all funds and savings, my partner divorced me and moved out (in that order) and now I wonder what tomorrow will bring.

Why is all this happening to me? I’m certain I karmically created this by pissing on someone’s shoes in the past.  But at no time in my life did I ever believe I would be facing a complete absence of income and stability while lunatics, sociopaths and right wing lunatics seemed to engage and excite the American electorate.

At the same time I never thought that Progressives, who are supposedly the thinking, non-dogmatic group, would have their heads so far up their ass that they would be declaring if Bernie is not the nominee they will never, under any circumstances vote for Hillary.

Now I know why the United States has so many problems.  A large lack of reality. A large lack of reason. A large of knowing when you can’t do what you want – you at least do as much as you can.

I’m tired.

I’ve fought hard to keep this station alive. I fought hard to make it a profit center instead of a loss center. I sank thousands of non-returnable dollars into this station, into my psychic fair, into my corporate marketing, into maintaining my household even though my ex was gainfully employed and capable of carrying a bigger load.

It is all ending.  I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I am cutting ties with all the bullshit from others that is about them imposing their non-reasoning issues